art, creativity.

seems lost from me lately, but looking at me from very close- just close enough that i know it's there. that i need to find a new way to create my creativity is obvious. a feeling requirement for restructure, without out yet the comprehension to know the goal to which i tunnel.

my own art does not leave me fulfilled. i know my process needs to change, refine- and while i feel progress made, i also feel a deep lack of satisfaction. i feel fondness for the produced image, but once faced with the finishing of the work- completely unhappy at the overall feeling of the work.

i suppose this is the difference between fine art, and graphic art meant for inciting public interest. i feel this unified field theory at my tips- but it's been hanging there so many years, out of grasp- and i've yet to produce any (in my view) substantial work.