new stuff all around

but what can you say?

we got tuns of projects, _BP020_ !
Break Pop Compilation II -
Feat:

01-That Horrible Red Ruler - Stuffy Nose, Empty Pipe
02-Proboscis Lounge - Castlevania
03-Tooth.Eye - Gorging on the Flesh of the Nympho Brides
04-Cudi Blaster
05-Graz - Chialon
06-BeK - Unbowling Avec Mimi Maty
07-KODEK - GIRLFRIENDS_DAD_DRUGGED_ME
08-XISIX - Iodized16
09-Banjaxored - Balls Balls Balls
10-Correckt Step Crew - Dead Wrong
11-Lucas Aldrich - Not Making Sense
12-Julie D!Stroy - BloodyFun[LIVE]
13-Bunny Homicide - Kids Are Stupid
14-Hobert Europe - Stun Gravy
15-Earthbound Crew - ESX59-51
16-Mochipet - Deepthroat_Beatboxcore_Core
17-Malaria Labs - Typical Track
18-Oxygen Overload - Vampire Killah
19-KOJAN - DRINK TIL DEATH
20-Amphetamine Virus - Koncrete
21-Abortifacient - Osaka Fifth Generation
22-Fetal Distress - Broken Tooth Smile [Rough]

so far

new stuff soon

(transitional period)
you non-existant readers are not forgotten.

ah the same

seems like too many projects, too little time attention and motivation.

i feel like i spread myself too thin, and when i simplify, i lack adequite means of expression. i suppose that this process will continue until i refine my own process.

a group of engaged and interested peers would be nice, but this day and age- we're all grown up, and wrapped up in the all to real concerns of every day life.

at times it feels easy to cave to self-dissolusionment. life takes time, but it's over quick. i suppose i just simplify, innovate, stagnate, repeat.


my family is moving to another state. it's shaken me a bit i suppose.

art, creativity.

seems lost from me lately, but looking at me from very close- just close enough that i know it's there. that i need to find a new way to create my creativity is obvious. a feeling requirement for restructure, without out yet the comprehension to know the goal to which i tunnel.

my own art does not leave me fulfilled. i know my process needs to change, refine- and while i feel progress made, i also feel a deep lack of satisfaction. i feel fondness for the produced image, but once faced with the finishing of the work- completely unhappy at the overall feeling of the work.

i suppose this is the difference between fine art, and graphic art meant for inciting public interest. i feel this unified field theory at my tips- but it's been hanging there so many years, out of grasp- and i've yet to produce any (in my view) substantial work.

network privacy?

On Digital Privacy
Until a few years ago, it was legal to photograph someone underneath their clothing (if they were in a public setting). this left pervs in the legal clear to go snap-happy under stadium seating. fortunately, a judge set a legal precedent- declaring the space 'underneath a person's clothing' as personal space, regardless of location, and subject to privacy.

anyway, i ponder- do we have intrinsic right to privacy on the things we write, or are they considered public since the networks used are public?

is this comment legally mine, yours, or blogger's? XD

also...
should we be upset that the government data mines all networks both public and private?

life.

life has been full of wonderful, horrible, scary, and inspiring things lately.
life is starting over again for me. i'm at my most verbally lucid (always mentally lucid) lately, and though i'm still not sleeping much, and distrustful of my medications- my sleeping schedule is growing more regular. i miss some close old friends, but embrace my new family.

i have a lot of projects underway, but a lot less helpers.
i have a habit of over-killing problem solutions, and futzing projects to death,
i know. i spent the last year trying to figure out a unified field theory for everything we're trying to do, and trying to figure out how to live through life.

sitting down quiet
above, a cloud passes by
the grass grows itself
-jon lehmann
enlightenment poem, 2000

more ruler ringtones

get yer smartphone ring-tone!

more SAMPLE BERSERK comin at you!

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http://www.zedge.net/ringtones/467536/stay-home-and-chill-ringtone/
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